I Don't Believe in Bad Dreams

So I passed Poisonous Plants this morning! 95 man! So that's one less thing I need to worry about :)

Last night, I had this dream that I was trying on my clothes in my basement at home. All my clothes were in this big white bag, and I was standing on the stairs in the basement, just randomly pulling things out and changing, and I come to this pair of shorts that look impossibly tiny. I go to put them on, because they are my shorts, so they should fit, and I can only get them halfway up my thighs. I started crying, because I realized how far I still had to go since those shorts used to fit. When I woke up, I was depressed at first, because I thought I had actually tried on those shorts and they didn't fit, but then I remembered it was just a dream. Relief!

So my friends decided they wanted to go to Friendly's for dinner. I didn't want to go, but we were all at school, and everyone kind of expected that I would go, so I went. I wasn't even hungry. I had already had veggies at lunch, and those always fill me up because they have so much fiber. So I got buffalo chicken strips, and I ate two and a half of them, and had about a quarter of the french fries. I got a sundae since it came with my meal, and my friends were pressuring me to "just get it! It's free!" So I had like two bites of it, since I was stuffed for real anyway. I looked it up, and all of that was between 500-550 calories, so not horrible for restaurant food, but not good either. At least I didn't really eat much else today. I had yogurt and coffee with soy milk at breakfast, a mocha with skim milk (whoops! I was so tired, though), and veggies at lunch. Probably 500 calories there. Ugh, my stomach hurts so much right now, though. It is not used to having so much food, especially fried/greasy food :( I will just make up for it by extra restricting tomorrow.

Rewatching the Vickie's show right now. It looks like so much fun!

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile