A New T-Shirt

I must lose at least ten pounds by November 19th. Must. If I lose ten pounds, I will be 118lbs. And I would love to be even lower, but I think it is a manageable goal if I start now.

The whole reason behind this strict deadline is this: I went shopping with my friends today, and one of the things I bought was a t-shirt from Wet Seal. My roomie, K, and I both bought the same shirt, her in a size medium and I a size small. We got them specifically to wear to the midnight showing of New Moon, because they say "I <3 Boys that Sparkle". The heart has vampire bite marks in it, and the word "sparkle" is, of course, sparkly. This t-shirt is one of those that is on the small end of small, so it fits me, but is much tighter than I feel comfortable with. Not to mention the fact that I feel fat in it. So, in order to wear this shirt with K, I will need to be at least ten pounds lighter. 118lbs. is not going to cut it totally; I am sure I will wear a zip-up hoodie over the shirt. But I will at least feel a little better about myself in it with less fat on my body.

Add to the fact that my boobs look so much smaller when I weigh more, so being skinnier makes my non-existant boobs look bigger in proportion. The only place that I would want to gain weight in, and it's the only part of my body that doesn't. Haha. Small boobs do have their good points, but I would like to be a small B, though. This A/AA business is a little too small. I have been and always will be a member of the Itty Bitty Tittie Committee.

So yeah, the t-shirt. It should be good motivation for me to lose a bunch of weight, because I am going to be wearing the shirt no matter what, so I want to look half-way decent in it. That's it for now, good night.

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile