Sorry. I have been studying viruses all day. And I am nowhere near close to finishing with all the ones we need to know. Ugh. We need to know SO MANY viruses for SO MANY species. It's a wonder that any animals are healthy at all with all these viruses running around. And I still have eight more weeks of viruses to learn coming up. So hard. And viruses aren't even the half of it. It's just the one thing I've been studying today. Yikes.
On a brighter note, K woke up feeling kind of blah, so she wasn't so keen on getting Applebee's when dinner time rolled around. The exact wording was, She would eat it, but she isn't craving it like she was yesterday, so if I wanted to go, she would get Applebee's, but if I didn't want to, she didn't care. Obviously, I said I didn't really want Applebee's. Yesss! Avoided!! So for dinner, I got my pasta and sauce leftovers from last night out of the fridge, put exactly 15 noodles in a bowl, and popped it in the microwave. It took me a half hour to eat 11 noodles, and I couldn't bring myself to finish the last 4. I just didn't want them. I didn't even want any of it, but I knew I needed something. So I threw away the last four. And it felt SO good. Otherwise, I had oatmeal and coffee this morning, with a sip of pomegranate juice. Then at 3:30 in the afternoon I had a banana and three peanut butter filled pretzel bites. I had some iced tea too, around 90 calories worth.
All in all, a good day, eating wise, but I can't really be excited about it, because this exam is going to be the END of me. Is it Tuesday yet? Can I skip Monday?
On another random note, my other roomie, T, is a major foodie. She loves cooking, and she loves making really interesting recipes, and she loves EATING. She eats alot too, but eats more homemade/healthy things, unlike K, who eats junkfood. But both girls eat a ton. And both are on the bigger side of normal. I am surrounded. LOL. I kind of oddly enjoy it, in a twisted way. Let them eat all of the gross food, and I will just listen to them chew and swallow as I float in my lack of food induced haze. It's kind of lovely. Like a weird way to eat vicariously through them. Ha. I am crazy!
Love you, Skinnies!
~Sottile
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Sounds like you're staying strong. I often eat slow or break my food into tiny bits, i love having the control of even just eating slow. Telling my body i don't need to scarf myself.
ReplyDeleteAnd kudos for you with all your studying. I'm sure it will pay off. Good luck!
I SO know what you're talking about. There is definitely a sick pleasure in watching other's eat, just stuffing their faces, and knowing you're not. I love encouraging others to eat more, just to get them fatter. Such a pleasure. :\
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