Still 127.4lbs. today. That is a stunning 0.9lb. loss in a whole week, a week where my intakes have been better than they have been in a long time. It's just becoming comical now. I am putting a hiatus on discussing my weight until I actually make some progress, so if I'm not talking about it, you'll know I'm still stuck. 115 calories so far, and I have no desire to eat today. 35 calories of Gatorade, 60 calories of red grapes, and 20 calories from the soy milk and sugar I put in my coffee. I need to use the bathroom, and my stomach is beginning to get the slightest inklings of a hungry grumble. It can grumble all day, as far as I am concerned. The thought of preparing food for myself is more than I can bear right now.
It is a grey, rainy day today, and all I want to do is cuddle up in bed with my cat and watch movies, but I need to study. I also need to shower and go out to buy some vitamins and some acne stuff for these stupid pimples on my cheek. Never have I had problems with acne before, and I have these three stubborn pimples on my left cheek that refuse to go away. And they hurt! I am telling myself it is my body reacting to my fatness, as a way to make myself lose weight even faster. I hardly ever got pimples when I was thin. I just feel lazy today, though. We'll see if I actually accomplish anything today. Damn weather.
I got my hair done on Friday afternoon. I had my stylist dye it back to my natural color, which is insanely dark brown. It is basically one shade lighter than black. I have been getting so many compliments on it, and I love the way it turned out. I am very fair-skinned, so I have a Snow White thing going on, and the dark hair really makes my blue eyes stand out. It's the perfect look for fall, and I just can't help thinking how perfect this look will be when I reach my goal weight. Dark, dark hair, pale skin, blue eyes, and bones. Devastatingly gorgeous. I can't wait :) This hair is making me happy, and is keeping me motivated. I think I am going to keep it this way for a while. The upkeep is certainly easier, since when my roots grow in, it will be the same color as the rest of my hair! I am also a make-up fanatic, and I am so excited over all the new darker blushes and lip colors I am finding that I can wear now with my new hair. I wore a raspberry wine color yesterday, which I have not worn in a long time since it just looked too dark when I had my highlights, and the color looked amazing! I can't wait for fall make-up season now :)
Alright, time to take a shower and try to get started with my day.
Love you, Skinnies!
~Sottile
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Dear Sottile,
ReplyDeleteI think it's so wonderful, the way we can relate to each other. I love it. Just knowing that someone understands how I feel about something... it makes things less lonely.
It's grey and rainy here too. I hate when the weather ruins my mood for the day.
Dark hair + pale skin + blue eyes + bones = absolutely lovely! I'm glad you're enjoying your new hair and makeup style!
<3
Sorry your stuck still.:( but thanks for commenting on my blog!
ReplyDeleteAnd your hair sounds beautiful!!! You ate going to look stunning this fall!
And awwh I love rainy days! Such a good movie day! :)
good luck with studying!
xo Lyndee
Pale skin, Dark hair, Blue eyes...
ReplyDeleteI'm so jealous :)
(from a girl with medium brown hair, hazel eyes and pale skins covered in freckles)
Xx. Lillie
(P.s i have a new blog. www.alteredcolours.blogspot.com if you want to check it out. If not, that's fine :)
Hm I would definitely want a photo of the hair!! I love dark hair with pale skin and I bet you look gorgeous!!
ReplyDeleteI would love to see a pictures of your hair too. When i get randoms spots of acne is to mix some baking soda and a tiny bit of water until you get a thick paste then put a thin layer on your face for about 20 minutes. and it always works for me! Good luck!
ReplyDeleteditto on the pictures, you HAVE to show us your awesome hair! im thinking about dyeing mine back to a dark brown again for the fall, my natural hair color is kind of a medium brownish red but i love the darker colors on me because i too have pale skin *(though im uber jealous of your blue eyes! im stuck with shit brown lol).
ReplyDeletehave you tried tossing up your cal intake? when i get stuck in a rut i like to take every 2 days or so i like to either do a liquids (broth,jello,water,juice)fast or increase my intake by 200 and that usually helps jumpstart the ol' metabolism.
stay strong
meg