Thursday, September 24, 2009

Must Feed the Cats

It is 6:30pm and I have only had 1 and 1/2 cups coffee and 1/2 liter water. I bought some tea earlier today when I was out running errands/shopping, so I will probably make some later. It is apple cinnamon tea; it sounded delicious! I am fasting with Becca, which is great so I have someone to report to besides myself. There have been many times today when I could have eaten something, but didn't!

I went to Barnes & Nobles today, and bought Wasted. I am so excited to read it! I felt a little embarrassed buying it, and I was wondering what the girl at the check-out was thinking, but oh well. Seriously, when will I see her again, and would she even remember me anyway? I think not.

I had a dream last night that my professors used gummy worms to grade our exams. The more gummy worms you got, the better you did. Pretty silly. I used to have dreams about food, where I was binging, or just eating normally, but all about eating. I haven't had one in a while, but I think it's because I am at a "normal" weight. Once I get lower, I am sure they will come back. I can't wait! I would always have a little freak-out right when I woke up, cursing myself for eating all that, but then I would realize it was just a dream, and it would make me all happy. :)

I wanted to do a major clean of the apartment, but I spent so much time out shopping today that I won't get to do the cleaning like I wanted to do. But I have three more days, and the apartment will always be here. I can do some straightening up, but I have some friends coming over at 8 tonight for a Grey's party. I have last season on DVD, so we're going to watch the season finale to get caught up. I am so excited for the season premiere!

Also, I am getting my hair cut and highlighted tomorrow, which is good because I haven't had it done since May. Yikes! My highlights are growing out. AND, the color is buy one, get one free, so I can do two highlight colors. I love getting my hair cut, and the place I go to is great. When I first moved here for vet school, I went to this one place, and the woman totally made a mess of the highlights. It was awful; it was practically orange, and I hated it. She left the foils on for wayyyy too long. I should have known, because her highlights looked like crap. If the woman doing your hair doesn't have gorgeous hair of her own, it's probably a bad sign. Anyway, like I said, I go to an awesome place now.

I hope you are all doing well and losing weight! I am looking forward to my number on the scale tonight and tomorrow morning! Now to feed the cats. The big fattie is begging me right now for dinner :)

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile

4 comments:

  1. Ooo, I've been wanting to read Wasted. You have to tell us if it's any good!

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  2. I want the Wasted book too, let us know what you think of it. I went into a book shop the other to find it, but couldnt find the right section and i was way to embrassed of what the checkout guy or girl would think of me, but now that you put it that way i think i may look again next week.
    I have those sort of dreams aswell, im glad im not the only one lol. Ill be dreaming/hallucinating that im eating a burger or something, then ill wake up and not be sure whether i actually did or then i start searching my bed or evidence lmao. Its so wierd.
    I hope you do well with the fasting:) and that the number on the scale tomorrow reflects your hard work:).

    Lexy xx

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  3. Omg loved your comment about ball size lmao! Must've been an entertaining lecture!
    I've been wanting to get Wasted too, but I never find the time to get it. Maybe that could be my reward for goal1!
    Greys <3!!!
    Stay strong hunnie! Btw I so hate food dreams because the anxiety in the morning is unreal (for me anyway).
    xo

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  4. I love 'wasted'. She is a very powerful writer. I've often wondered the same thing when I buy diet pills or books of that nature. Like the check out girl must thing. "this girl has a problem" Oh well. not their business

    have fun feeding the cats!

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