Friday, September 25, 2009

Why Am I Being So Stupid?

The title refers to the fact that I am watching A Haunting in Connecticut right now. All by myself. Why did I do this? This was not a good idea! Eek! The kitties will have to protect me. Lots of good they'll do. My little boy is a whore and will rub himself all over anyone's feet who walks in the door. The other one is a chubby lady who probably couldn't catch a mouse if her life depended on it. So I am doomed. Oh man, the little girl is going into the attic! She's doomed too!

In other news, I did really well on my fast yesterday, but it didn't encourage the scale to move more than a half pound. And when I woke up this morning, it was really weird. I was extremely hot. I was sweating I was so hot. And I was really shaky. I had to keep grabbing onto the side of the wall and on door handles to hold myself up, because I was worried I was going to fall. And my heart was pounding in my chest. I did get into the bathroom to weigh myself before I put anything in my mouth, because I just needed to know, of course. So after that endeavor, I chugged a 1/2 liter of water in about 30 seconds, and stole some of my roomie K's M&Ms to get some sugar in myself right away. Then I had a yogurt with granola. I then sat on the couch for about an hour and a half, because I still felt really strange. I felt like I couldn't even hold my head up. But the whole thing was weird, and I don't know why it happened. After about two hours, I felt fine. And I have had some pretzels, a handful of Life cereal, and because I went over to my friend's apartment, a glass of wine and a peanut butter cookie. I am feeling pretty hungry right now, so even though I felt like I ate a lot, I couldn't really have eaten that much. Has something weird like this ever happened to anyone else?

I got my hair cut and highlighted today, and I love it! The stylist who does my hair is perfect everytime. I got highlights and lowlights, and it looks so great. It's so nice to be pampered sometimes. I did a little shopping at TJ Maxx too, and got a cute recipe box and a painting of a claw-footed bathtub to go in the bathroom.

Crap, this movie is scaring the shit out of me!

So, I think I am just going to keep going with the restricting. The thing this morning kind of freaked me out a little. I don't know if it was related to the fasting, but I don't know what else to attribute it to. Besides, when I was in undergrad and was 108lbs., I never fasted for even one day. I just restricted, never going over 800 calories a day. So I will just go with the restricting for right now I think, although I will probably attempt another fast sometime in the near future to see how it goes again. Because it was fun, and I was good at it!

OMG, this f-ing movie!

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile

2 comments:

  1. Oh crap that movie scared me soo bad when I saw it, but it's a really good horror movie I think. And as for your feeling weird, I had the same thing, except mine was on my third day of fasting. I felt so weak, could hardly walk, and so I had these 3 mini cookies and water and stuff, and it helped me get through school for the day.
    Good job on the fast though (:

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  2. Oh man I hate scary movies. I like zombie movies because they make me laugh. But yeah. no scary scary stuff

    thats crazy about the fast aftermath. Be careful. if you are good at restricting I'd say stick with it

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