Sorry I didn't post yesterday, and that I haven't been commenting much today! I had exams today, and more tomorrow, so I've been spending all my time studying. Ugh. I am so excited to just get my exams over with so I can get on the plane to London!
Also, it has appeared that I have hit a plateau, and I have been 119.5lbs. for three days in a row now. It's better than gaining, and I know I can't have expected to keep losing a pound to a pound and a half every day, but still. Boo. I hope the scale moves soon.
As a study break, some friends and I went to a ballet on campus this evening. It was really good; it was a professional company that was here for one night, the Suzanne Farrell Ballet. She was Balanchine's muse, and all the pieces that her dancers did were all choreographed by Balanchine. I loved it! There was this SUPER skinny girl sitting next to me, who I gleaned was an undergrad dance student at the university I go to. She was so perfect; I want to look like that! When I sat down, she was already there, eating some sort of rice and pea dish that was in a take-out box, but she didn't eat it all. I noticed how thin she was when she stood up during one of the intermissions, and her pants were so loose on her that they had fallen half-way down her butt when she was sitting, so when she stood up, I saw a whole lot of her thong! I felt bad for her at that moment, but not because of how skinny she was, just because she had flashed half the audience. But she was perfect, and I would love to be so skinny :)
Alright, I am going to attempt some more studying, and then off to dreamland!
Love you, Skinnies!
~Sottile
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Sheesh, yeah I went for supper tonight and the waitress was so freaking skinny, it made me feel like a fat kid. Real life thinspo is the best though, so much better than pictures.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your exams tomorrow!! :) Stressful, I bet, but lucky you, you get to leave in like two days! That's so exciting.
xoxo
good luck with your exams! don't give up when you're staying at a constant weight. it's like you said, it's better than gaining! stay strong, you can do it. =]
ReplyDeletei just love seeing super skinny girls in real life. its a rarity around here, in small towns ive noticed most of the girls are kinda round.
ReplyDeletesucks about the plateau though, those are the worst!maybe try upping your cal intake by 1-200 for a day? that really helped me when i was at the 119 range.
stay strong
meg
Don't give up, i'm sure that you'll lose again soon! Maybe you could do a little more exercise? As long as you don't gain, you're still winning :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong! x
You have done AMAZINGLY recently. So don't be to hard on yourself. It will pick up again soon. Stay strong!
ReplyDeleteI just want to tell you that I finally got an acceptance letter to a school in Colorado. I had applied/auditioned for performance and Music Ed. I was accepted for Music Ed, and even though it was not my first choice, I think I'm gonna go ahead and go... Thanks so much for your support!!!
You are gonna do this girl! You are just a few pounds from your goal weight, so stick with it and the scale will move again soon!
Good luck on the exams! Definitely better to hit a plateau than gain. You get to look forward to seeing it drop, you know it will. That dainty little dancer sounds like everyone dream, except for the flasher part.
ReplyDeleteWell shit, if I could have her body, I'd be willing to flash daily. It'd be worth it.
xoxo zen
My youth group leader is super skinny and she eats EVERYTHING. I'm always so jealous of her!
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your exams dear!!
ReplyDeleteHope the scale moves sooner than you expected :):)
xoxo