Mega fast post tonight. I need to go to bed like now, but I just thought I would give you girls a little update.
122.5lbs. again this morning, so I was happy with that. The ice cream didn't have any effect. I didn't eat dinner tonight. I was hungry enough to feel okay in eating, but every time I went into the kitchen, or even thought about going into the kitchen, to look at my options for what to make myself, I just couldn't do it. It all seemed too normal, and too tedious, and too hard, and too.... everything. I didn't have the mental or physical strength to do it. So I didn't. And I am fiiiinnne with that :) Maybe tomorrow I will make myself something for dinner. Everything needs to be perfect for me to make dinner, though, I think that is my problem. Like, tonight, K had made pigs in a blanket (little hot dogs wrapped in crescent rolls) for her dinner, and the twenty or so piggies she had left over were sitting on the baking sheet, still hot from the oven, on top of the stove. And it messed everything up, because I was thinking I maybe wanted to use the stove-top, but with them sitting on top of it, I couldn't. Yes, I know, I could have moved them, but in reality, I couldn't. I don't want to touch other people's food. So anyway, everything was wrong this evening, and I didn't eat. Whatever.
Also, I had a really close call this evening. My friend asked if she could use my laptop to look up something, and I had all your blogs and my blog up still. So I quick grabbed it, opened it back up, x'ed out of my browser, and then handed her the computer. "Needed to clear all your porn off the computer?" she asked me. I laughed and quickly came up with "I just needed to unlock it for you." PHEWWW!! Crisis averted. I am so glad I came up with that right on cue, because otherwise it looked super weird, me opening my laptop, doing something on it, and then handing it to her.
Thanks for all your comments on my last post! There were a couple questions that I promise I will answer tomorrow when I have more time!
Love you, Skinnies!
~Sottile
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Awesome willpower! You're gonna need to update your weight on the sidebar because you're gettin' skinny. :)
ReplyDeletexoxo
Glad the weight is coming back down. I knew it would :) You're awesome!
ReplyDeletelol i would have just said yes to the porn comment hahaha x) she would have thought you were kidding but still wondering .. it's funny!
ReplyDeleteyour doing so great !!
but hey scottile .. if you eat the granola and yogurt for breakfast, then the hummus and tomato sandwich for lunch .. do you eat anything else that day??
lol @bree.. we all love to nag you about that sidebar.
ReplyDeleteI HATE people using my computer. Most just sit their little tush down and without asking.
One friend stared at a blog I had open, I ran over to close the page. She said "I was just trying to remember my login for email" Right.
GREAT self control. It is very motivating to hear.
xoxo zen
Good job averting that crisis! That happens to be all the time :)
ReplyDeleteHaha, I would have said yes to the porn xDD
ReplyDeleteOh well, it's close calls like that that make us more careful, right? [:
Take care,
xoxo