And Then I Was Turned Into A Mermaid

K made brownies from a box mix, and took them out of the oven about ten minutes ago. I immediately went to bed before she could try to offer me one. Score one for me! Who starts making brownies at 9pm? I hate eating late...

So, movie night last night was fun, but W's roommate, KM, made the three of us pizza. At least I had only had toast for breakfast and some grapes in the afternoon, so I was hungry. It would have been even more awful if I had eaten more than that before going over to their apartment. But I didn't want to be rude, and I reasoned that a small piece would be okay, especially since it was homemade and it wouldn't have all the grease that take-out pizza has. KM also made it thin-crust, so the calories were cut there, as well. W and I each had one small piece, and KM had two pieces and a brownie she had made earlier in the day. (What is it with all the brownies this weekend?) We watched Whip It, with Ellen Page. It is hilarious and really good; I highly recommend it! So anyway, when I came home from W's, I weighed myself and I was 125lbs. So I was again 124lbs. this morning. Grrr. When I weighed myself just now before going to bed, I was 124.5lbs., so if I follow my regular pattern, I could be 123.5lbs. tomorrow. I am not trying to get my hopes up, though, just so I don't get disappointed. Even though I will be anyway if I don't see something less than 124.5lbs. tomorrow morning.

Yesterday, me, the roomies T and K, and our friend J and her dog came over to play in the snow :) We tried making a snowman, but the snow wasn't packy enough, so we just ran around. My friends covered me in snow, like at the beach and getting covered with sand! So then they decided to make me into a snow mermaid, so they could give me boobs and hips. Haha, it made me rather gleeful on the inside to hear them talking about how I "finally have curves" after they molded the snow covering me into the mermaid shape.

Speaking of that, my collarbone is starting to protrude rather nicely. I can't wait for it to continue to make its appearance :) Ribs are definitely there as well, and my spine is sticking out more than it used to. I can't wait until my thighs no longer touch. When I was super-skinny, I couldn't make them touch even if I tried, and it was glorious. My problem, however, is that I have rather narrow hips, like Lindsay Lohan, so my legs are very close together. That makes it hard to have thigh gap; I will have to wait until about 111-112 lbs. for that. I wish my hips, like the actual bones I am talking about, were wider, like the Olsen twins, so my legs would be set further apart and it would be easier to have thigh gap. But, no one ever said it would be easy :P My mom has narrow hips as well; I inherited them from her, and she from my grandmother. My mom actually had to have C-sections for me and both of my brothers because her hips were too narrow to fit a baby through!

This post is all over the place right now, sorry. So today, at Walmart, I was wearing these pair of black yoga stretch pants, and the young guy collecting carts in the parking lot blatantly checked me out. Ew, creeper! K was with me, and she said "You do realize he just looked you up and down?" I said "I know, how gross!" It would have been different if he was cute and we weren't in the Walmart parking lot, but he wasn't cute and we were in the Walmart parking lot. LOL

So, I also wanted to give a shout-out to my 89 followers!! Quelle suprise! Thanks everyone! I am thankful for all of you, those that comment and those that don't, because you're all reading, and that is what matters :)

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile