So Far, So Good

I have only eaten 235 cals so far today, and it is 2:30pm :) I was feeling pretty hungry and headache-y around one this afternoon, but I drank some water, and waited it out; now I feel pretty good! A bit hungry, but nothing awful, and I have a teeny headache, more like a pressure, really. Nothing I can't deal with. I might have a little something later, if I need to, like some mini rice cakes. I am planning on heading over to my friend's apartment tonight around 5:15 or 5:30, and I am still keeping my plan in place. I am going to say I already ate dinner, have no cake, no ice cream, and allow fruit, up to two pieces dipped in chocolate. Then it will be movie time! I read somewhere today that Julia Roberts is only in the movie for approximately six minutes, so that was a little disappointing. I am sure it will be good though. It kind of seems like it is going to be the American version of Love Actually, which I loved.

So last night, I failed. I had one of the sugar cookies I made, a half-glass of wine, but I also had a small blondie (kind of like a chocolate chip cookie, but in brownie form) and a few handfuls of Chex mix. Ugh. I felt so awful; both mentally and physically. I need to always remember that I just can't eat a lot anymore; it really upsets my stomach, and that puts a damper on anything I am doing. Luckily, I still woke up at 127lbs. this morning. Same weight as yesterday morning, and if I hadn't eaten all that junk last night, I probably would have made at least 126.5lbs. this morning. Ah well, what's done is done. Today is going swimmingly, and W will be there this evening, so I will follow her lead, and eat like a beautiful bird.

I want 126.5lbs. tomorrow so badly. It will be done; it must be done.

I am watching the Olympics right now. Ski jumping; so amazing!

Love you, Skinnies!

~Sottile